first love?believe in that???

ok...nurin bkn pe tulis tajuk tu..nurin tengah bengang coz ade lah sorang bdk laki ni...nurin jumpe dye mase kat kem didik UPSR thn lps...mase tu dye duduk dpn nurin...mase tu memang nurin x de perasaan pe2 pun kat dye...pstu dye minx ah no.tel nurin..nurin pun bagi coz ingat just nak kawan je...n awl thn ni...dye pun ckp yg dye skew kat nurin lah pe2 kan...so nurin pun x jwb pe2...n little bit i'm start to like him....so kitorang pun chat..tapi skunk ni dah jarang...n tadi baru dpt call dari kwn nurin yg dulu skull same ngan bdk laki tu...dye ckp yg tadi dye chat n dye tanye ah bdk tu dye skew ke kat nurin n bdk laki tu ckp yg dye dah x skew dah kat nurin...bengang x?arghh....at first i'm trying to happy n just try to forget him..but...my heart mcm nak lagi kat dye...tapi nurin rase i need to get over wtih this..it's keep haunting me....so i'm just try be happy...to be fine..but inside i'm dying...buku kesygan nurin hilang pun nurin x cmni..ni kan pulak psl sorang budak laki yg menghancurkan hati seorg pompuan...hmm...semnjak jadi cmni....asyik lyn lagu jiwang je...hmm...ok..no more love....just focus on your study...buat pe cinta cintan ni kan?belajar pun x abis lg n u still young lah nurin...ok...i will just keep saying no to love..ok...to bdk laki 2..nurin harap ko x buat lah mcm ni kat pompuan yg lain...k ah..bye...